Thursday, 15 April 2010



A talent, something worth..your abilities..or even your greatest passion...displayed out in this cold world.. sometimes it pinches.. like clothes torn off your body...a shame.. not that the body is exposed... but that it is exposed to INDIFFERENT eyes.


Those eyes.. they won't understand you... though they don't intend malice... just that they don't want to know good you are or can be...this hasn't been in the traditions... Be whatever good you are... things that work out are 'respected' here...and truth, it seldom works with them.. Here, someone's favor can make you his slave.. such is the system.. Or almost anything that could feed their vanity..

You were a believer.. in self, in the universal energy.. all seems lost and confused.. faith has changed definitions... now what are you gonna do? You fight, give up or maybe give in... Or choose ESCAPISM.. it's comforting..you think you've faced enough.. you tried to stand by what was universally right.. but the system works on relativity.. individual frames of reference... self-centered view-points.. selfish minds, greedy minds.. all your life you never hated anything or anyone.. but you forgot - if you hate hate, you still hate! And now, you can't stand a bunch of hypocrites.. you can't stand this society..

You weren't immoral.. you did the thinking for yourself..  just kept your own set of morals.. many did coincide with theirs'.. so far they didn't mind, now there seems to be a clash!

You won't wanna hurt them.. just keep away.. anything and everything that would link you back to them... but where are you gonna run? It all piles up soon.. so heavy on your back.. even though you think you have been moving forward.. some day your back breaks and you have no option but to succumb.. Then, you realize.. there isn't any escape-door.. your misery made you fool yourself.. hah! but life isn't over as yet..

Though now you don't have many options.. struggle in obscurity or compromise..  But be clear.. you chose escapes throughout.. maybe you're not born to struggle.. compromise - like millions have.. once, you hated that they never dared to challenge..  look at their numb faces now... compromise doesn't seem so hard after all!