Carter Road - III

The orthodox moon was adamant tonight at losing its identity into the believable, presumptive sea. It gradually crawled its way into the Western skies and modestly sunk its crescence into the unpredictable darkness at the horizon.

The sky was still bright. The stars were making a point. The very core of our existence..

Do people in heaven ever look up and wonder?

Carter Road - II

The enormity of the sea just swallows the reality behind our heads. The escalating sound of the oncoming waves overlapping the chaotic cacophony of the world..

And we find ourselves simply nodding our heads in approval to those winds from the West.

The clouds overhead swiftly moving inward, pass by, as if mocking our static existence.

Then the stars, through the gaps in the sky, dimly twinkle - tantalizing our imagination and heeding our curiosity. These stars thus reaffirm our existence. For we are who we are, in the dreams we paint..

Carter Road - I

..And in that moment, I think maybe.. just maybe there'll be couple of revolting ticks on the clock - a transforming blend, a reaffirming cosmic intervention - revoking the anarchy and chaos in the asymmetric plans these planets and stars had mapped for life.. all that in a couple of seconds..
But the truth is, fate.. does not happen to me. For so I never believed.

Where do I stand? Beleaguered an bewildered in my own little world, shredded down from the corners with my ideals and stubbornness.. frowning upon what is and what should never be..

Meaningless, like everything else.

Things I Don't Understand

I'll sing my song like a rebel wild
For that I am and can't deny
But at least I'll know
Not to hurt
Not to push
Not to ache

And God knows.. not to try

Tamed imperfection, ordinarily. And for all those deductions for the wrong guy, an arrogant nous, a blasphemous pupil, an inconvenient friend, an unfocused psyche. Too many things I don't understand. 

Intriguing, this world.

♫Travis - Why Does It Always Rain On Me